Sometimes I wonder what it’d be like to be around my inner circle again.
Its nice to pretend itd be a nice meeting.
Conlan would be the only one who didn’t look at me in disgust I bet.
I just misspelt something so badly it almost autocorrected to my disciple’s name.
Bye autocorrect why do you still have her name in your dictionary.
I think that’s the first time I’ve ever told someone what happened to me and not broke down and had a horrible flashback.
Can nobody hear me?
I got a lot that’s on my mind
I cannot breathe
Can you hear it, too?
It’s simply amazing how I have currently regressed about six months in getting better by resorting to alcohol again.
Not like anyone’s fit to stop me at this point - seeing as they’re all either alcoholics themselves or hardly show their face around me as of late- anyway.
Tonight is a vent blog night.
Well. Vent blog and alcohol night.
At least I’m not hurting myself anyway else.
shout out to anyone who has seen me get stupidly emotional and insanely insecure but has stuck around anyway